And so I say, I’m a big girl now, I don’t cry anymore, when all I’m waiting for is for someone to call my bluff.

3:15 pm  •  23 January 2012  •  3 notes
I am the worst   I don't even remember the sound of her voice anymore   I keep wanting to scream and cry and rage about all the pain I've had to go through but it's not like she's there to hear me anymore   I mean really   I miss my mom like she was when I was a kid   I'm not feeling very cheerful today apparently   What good is crying if no one's there to make it all better? You just end up with a runny nose and puffy eyes and shit   What kind of child forgets their mother's voice   catharsis is a fun word   someday I'm going to explode from all the emotions crammed up inside my body   the woman in jail who left her kids homeless so she could run off with a man and do drugs and con people and steal money isnt the woman I...   this kind of child apparently   art